| Poetic justice? |
[13 Apr 2009|08:51pm] |
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I almost have to laugh about it.
Years of not getting caught when I should have.
Then when the behavior changes
It seems like the situations that seem suspicious
Are more frequent now than when they actually were.
*sigh*
Such as life, yeah?
On the other side of things though -
For the 3(maybe) people that still read this:
I finally feel like my life is really completely on track.
With all the shit I've had to put up with
And with all the shit I'm sure I'll be putting up with in the future
I really feel like my life is on track
Like everything is really starting to fall into place.
It's a really comforting feeling knowing
That I have some of the most important parts of my life figured out.
Please, God, let this last.
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| Sooo the website is closer to being finished. |
[20 Feb 2009|05:58pm] |
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www.hackthemusic.com
Please go check it out. Just to see the pretty colors, if nothing else.
And don't be shy about clicking on an ad or two, since I get a percent of a cent everytime you do it and I wouldn't mind having a little bit more money to help with making the site grow <3
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| wow |
[19 Feb 2009|05:16pm] |
She's dead.
My ex girlfriend is no longer alive.
I have been inside of someone who is now a corpse.
What a mind-fuck...
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| Heyyyyyy Yaaaaaaaa! |
[16 Feb 2009|03:09pm] |
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OutKast - Hey Ya! |
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Why hello happiness!
It's been a while!
How have you been?
Please, make yourself at home!
Feel free to stay as long as you'd like!
<3 Gah!
My mood at this moment can only be described by the following lyrics. >_>
Heyyyyyyy Yaaaaaaaaa!!!!!
AWRIGHTAWRIGHTAWRIGHTAWRIGHTAWRIGHT!
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[02 Feb 2009|04:14am] |
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The line between funny and absolutely terrible is so incredibly thin when it comes to the way things work out in my life.
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[30 Jan 2009|01:05am] |
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Ugh...
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| I call shenanigans! |
[18 Jan 2009|11:36pm] |
Seriously. What is with 2009 so far? I've lost my two best friends in Sacramento, my way out of Tucson, my trust in people, my wallet, my external hard drive, 90+ movies, almost all my clothes, my excitement about school, my train of thought, my idea of life, a little bit of my mind, my ability to get drunk(seriously), and my sense of happiness.
So in response to this -
Dear Life:
Please take a break from your shenanigans.
Respectfully,
Steven C. Cates
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| Take a hint, Steven. |
[24 Nov 2008|02:11am] |
Learn from your mistakes.
Stop making the same ones over and over.
And over.
And over.
Grow up, kiddo.
In other, slightly,(but only slightly) less cryptic and angst filled news:
It's 2 in the morning and I want to
Yet I have no motivation
But for some reason I still feel like I have to
Would this qualify as addiction?
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| Bawwwww |
[12 Nov 2008|04:58pm] |
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2008 started out as SUCH a nice year, too.
Such as life, yeah?
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| Oi vey. Words mean nothing. |
[04 Nov 2008|03:18am] |
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 indescribable |
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And I'm tired of girls' use of words to describe emotions when they're inaccurate or not well thought through.
Shit it dumb.
I'm growing out a neckbeard in protest.
Just you watch.
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| Just some updates. |
[20 Oct 2008|11:49pm] |
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Dandi Wind - Drawing Straws |
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First off - I finally put some of my "photography" up on deviantART, because I was finally convinced to do so. http://z-isthenew-x.deviantart.com/
Secondly - I saw my biological father again for a second time last night. We went exploring a big tunnel that went under the city last night. We found some pretty neat stuff and as expected, we had -that- talk where he asked me why I decided to finally let him into my life and all that heavy emotional shit. I guess I'm gonna start hanging out with him more regularly. I think he sees it as his family coming together, but to be honest I don't see him or my other siblings as family. I still just see them as people.
Third of all - My website ( http://hackthemusic.com/f/ ) is leveling back out after the lame drama, which is good. We've had 2 podcasts so far and the 3rd one has already been completed and is being released on Friday. (I'm VERY excited for this one!)
Fourth on the list - I'm finally going to see The Faint, the day after Halloween, which pleases me SO much! *giddy*
Cinq - I also finally get to see Jakey again on Halloween, which I'm really looking forward to. I've missed her and Troy quite a lot. <3
Annnnd last, but not least - My heart is back in that place where it is every time before it gets hurt and all signs are pointing toward heartbreak. Yet I throw myself into her without any concern, caution, or fear. I just really hope things work out the way I feel they will. If I get all BAWWWWWW over her again, I'm just going to have to convince myself to realize it's a silly fantasy and move on.
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| Gahhhh |
[20 Oct 2008|12:44am] |
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Placebo - Peeping Tom |
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Just seeing that smile of hers makes my heart turn into a little puddle.
><
Wish I saw it more often, though.
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| Holy fuck! |
[14 Sep 2008|04:01am] |
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MSI - Mark David Chapman |
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Sooooo so so so so so good!!!
I can't wait for the public to see it!
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| That was the BEST ten dollar show I have EVER been to |
[07 Sep 2008|04:00am] |
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Why? - The Hollows |
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Why? put on such a ridiculously great performance.
My body hurts from dancing about, but it was worth it.
I wish I could be a musician like Yoni. They're a rare breed.
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| Y'know... |
[28 Aug 2008|09:37pm] |
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More Human Than Human - White Zombie |
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I wonder how many people take it seriously when after sitting on a garage telling a close friend about their stories of romance, sex, and the like their friend tells them they should write a book about their life.
I think I just might be self involved enough to do this.
But should I?
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| Fuck this is a really good book... |
[28 Aug 2008|01:21am] |
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None, I'm reading |
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"Telling me I can do anything I want is like pulling the plug out of the bath and then telling the water it can go anywhere it wants. Try it, and see what happens."
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| *les sigh* |
[27 Aug 2008|08:55pm] |
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88 Linez about 44 Wimminz - OFMG! |
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Mannnn do I miss Sacramento a lot.
I love everyone up there so much.
These pictures don't even begin to show the happiness, but they're the best I can do.
         Molly and Trish dropped me off at the airport, and they were crying before I even finished hugging them goodbye and by the time I was through security I could feel the tears building up. Shit sucked.
I really consider Mike, Max, and Molly my best friends at this point, which makes it even more of a bummer when I have to leave them to come back here where all I've got are my 2 best friends and a bunch of people that seem to only have time to hang out every once in a great while.
I'm really looking forward to December, right after Christmas I'll be able to go back up there for another 3 weeks. (Even though that's too long for Max, since he said it makes him feel like I live up there and it's more sad when I leave)
Then I get to see Mike and Max again in February when they come down here for Estrella, and that'll be nice.
Then again in March for my birthday I'll be up there.
It's just waiting for that 3 month streak that is going to blow.
I'll be done with school before I know it, then Max and I can go be teachers together somewhere and that'll be grand.
P.S.
The final score for Risk was me as the champion with 4 wins and 1 loss.
Also.
It's kind of weird that I still miss Kaliana, isn't it?
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